True Confessions - January 13, 2010

Today was rough emotionally, to say the least. I think I would have cried if someone told me I had brown eyes, which, by the way, I do. Meaning, I was really feeling sensitive about everything. Sometimes, it is difficult to hide it. Today, it was impossible to do so, which made me feel even worse. So, I cried quite a bit throughout the day. Then I beat myself over the head emotionally for good measure, because, hey, it seemed like a good idea at the time. By nighttime, I was thoroughly exhausted by the emotional overdrive I was experiencing compounded by bewilderment over my own state of mind. So, I prayed to the Lord that if He could do anything with me, I was giving Him permission to do so. By that time, it was about all I could do.